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THE END

2008-09-04T01:01:00.002+08:00

It's been four years of being contented after waking up to reality. I felt my heart so cold, that it is not longing for anybody else. I come to a decision that I know will change my whole life. Before this the relationship that I had has totally open my eyes to people whom I should trusted, people whom you will count as your friend. I have learned a lot and met real person living on the other dimension of heart.

A mistress woke up where she founds her self in love to wrong man, she realize that this would never last long not until his man decided to leave his family to be with her forever. But the somehow soft hearted mistress could not take the place of her man's wife. She found her heart restless of the love she had and decided to have some rest. It is so difficult for her to end this up, that she could not let him go, but as she loves him with his family she have learned how to control herself. Finally she was able to open this to him and as expected, it is the longest hour of her day. She found his man having hard time of absorbing her words that he could not just let her go. The mistress have tried lots of alibi to take her heart away that successfully broken her deepest emotion. This time the heart of the mistress gone free from all the bitterness and burden she just felt during her days with him.

Aprendizaje de Español

2008-08-14T04:46:00.000+08:00

Soy muy agradecido aprender el spaninsh cerca de mi hogar, aunque programado tengo complejo con mi trabajo que podía todavía manejar. Mi profesor dice que debemos practicar y memorizar las lecciones para esto es la única manera de aprender el básico. Venido a la oficina, utilizo para recitar las palabras que acabo de aprender e incluso las comparto a mi compañero de la oficina. Mi amigo era agradecido para mí compartía mi conocimiento con todo sentía que otros no son felices con mi práctica. Pudieron pensado que estoy consiguiendo exagerado y puedan encontrar presumido en gran medida. Nunca intenté caber a mi uno mismo en su carácter porque sé que no trabajaría. Sigo siendo esperanzado para que entiendan que estoy interesado realmente con lo que estoy haciendo, pensamiento su affecto de las reacciones que pongo no cuidado qué dirán después. Gracias que todavía tengo algunos amigos alrededor de quienes continuamente apoyándome.

Amor en un Momento

2008-08-14T00:19:00.003+08:00

No se oculta en su conocimiento el amor que tenía. Esta relación prohibida que me hace la sensación cómo es importante soy. Nunca pensé que vendrá desde nuestro punto de vista fijando las metas para el futuro. Nosotros ambos doctos que podemos nunca atar cada otros corazón. Que ahora nosotros él no podemos proporcionarme la felicidad tal como una esposa y una madre de su niño. Ambos despertamos en la situación donde nos damos la libertad para elegir para el futuro, y tan ahora estamos en la búsqueda para el individuo que me amará más que hacemos.

También ambos convinimos que él debe encontrarlo antes de que comienzo del cortejo, en respecto con él. Todavía no será fácil que encuentre a un individuo, tan clase como él. Donde podría un hombre ser encontrado quién no mirará más allá de mi personalidad, de mi pasado y de mi futuro. Quisiera saber, si allí tal hombre que me amará desafío de éstos el amor prohibido que tengo.

Call Centers in the Philippines

2008-08-08T00:14:00.003+08:00

I should say that this is the most talk-about call center in all the forums that I've gone thru, negative and positive thought are compilated as well. Some are heard not from the forums but to some people working on the industry. I did not conduct any surveys and this is not official so for those who wonder why their center was not included "SORRY"

Dell- it pays high salary, modern facilities good management highly technical and challenging

Siemens- technical as well, specifically supports Siemens products

Convergys- high standard, more perks and benefits for employees nationwide sites

Sykes-good location, accessible good pay. processes application fast high standard as well

People Support-high standard competitive salary but toxic work

Accenture- depends on the site, the health care I heard that they pay low and work pressure was really high also power tripping and for the tech site some say its good and so do I

IBM daksh- I just applied here and they told me that I passed but they never offer me to work for them

Telus- formerly ambergris accessible modern facilities but not with the system applications

Transcom/Nucomm- good pay with allowance but high level of politics and demanding clients not accessible company was divided in to 2 culture Canadian and Brits

Client Logic/Sitel- they will be having a new building along EDSA Quezon ave. heard that it has good management but no comments about salary they also have 6months bond

Link2support- highly supports technical and bad management for tenured

e- Telecare- the best employer for 2005 and 2006 says somebody from forum no comment about salary

Teleperformance- the sister of my office mate just resigned due to bad management and politics salary just OK not competitive no allowances accessible, benefits and perks company that applies bond but heard from a former employee that all benefits and perks are drawing

Teletech- hard to apply, not accessible e-mail application more preferred

Merlin- small Internet company offers technical job inbound and outbound calls related to technical accessible very competitive pay

Epixtar- heard that they offer buffet, more on outbound (sales or tech I don't know)

HTMT- competitive salary but toxic and highly technical some campaigns are financial (money matters- all irate)

HSBC- they pay high from a forum and very easy job lots of positive feedback from employees I even want to try and apply

VXI- uncompetitive pay except of specific campaigns that pays much also from forums but from experience (applying there) fast application process but low offer

Making Money out of $6 with PayPal

2008-08-01T20:27:00.004+08:00

SCAM!!! BEWARE!!!
I just discussed how to make money from the last post that I had which entitled as Making Money out of $6. Up to now I havent still received any envelope with a dollar bill so I am really curios that and wants to make change (on my thought... I got scammed). I have check another post again and this time they are using paypal to transfer so ther is no envelope. This is how it goes.

[STEP 1] Send, though paypal, $1.00 to each email on the below list. Make the subject of the payment "Email List" and in the comments, write "PLEASE ADD ME ON YOUR EMAIL LIST." What you are doing is creating a service by this - and best of all you are not giving your address to anyone you do not know. THIS IS ABSOLUTELY LEGAL!! YOU ARE CREATING A SERVICE. The email list:
#1) BrandenMclean@hotmail.com
#2) michelle.goodliff@sympatico.ca
#3) peter83@bigpond.net.au
#4) rEd_iCe1709@yahoo.com.ph
#5) buen_doll@yahoo.com
#6) junemyr11@hotmail.com

WWW.PAYPAL.COM Subject of Payment: ***Email List*** Comments: ***PLEASE PUT ME ON YOUR EMAIL LIST.***

[STEP 2] Now take the #1) email off the list that you see above, move the other addresses up one (6 becomes 5 & 5 becomes 4, etc) the put YOUR email address (the one used in your paypal account) as #6) on the list. **MAKE SURE THE EMAIL YOU SUPPY IS EXACTLY AS IT APPEARS IN YOUR PAYPAL ACCOUNT.**

note: if you want to create and post the sam message as I have please do not copy and paste this to your article. Create yours close to this message but do not copy and paste this one.

Making Money out of $6

2008-08-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

SCAM!!! BEWARE!!!
It was night when I was surfing the net of tips on how to boost my traffic with this site. I come and go to different sites and none of them gives me the perfect idea that will work fast. While reading other stuff, I droped in to a website not related with the topic I was expecting yet I continuously read. He was sharing a story of how he get lots of money and I thought he got scam then I keep going on. He state the story where he found a thread from a forum telling him how to make money with $6. It asks him to have six envelopes with a paper that covers the any stuff inside the said envelope. He put a dollar in each paper with a closed message "ADD ME ON YOUR MAILING LIST " till it was covered, put it inside the envelope and sealed. The posts from the forum gives the address where he should sent the envelopes and so he did. The six envelope with $1 each was sent to the respective addresses stated on the forum then he wait. On the first week he thought it was $6 costs him for a scam and expect none after, then he get back on the forum where he found the thread there was last instructions that he missed. The poster asks him to posts the same message but not to copy paste his work and put it in to different forum or newsgroups. The more posts you create in different sites will bring you more money and so for the last time he tried but the poster also included this instruction. #1) Brenda Watt 2285 Marsh Hawk Ln. #3310 Orange Park, Fl 32003 #2) Frank Loalta 2498 Roll Dr. Ste 278 San Diego, CA 92154 #3) Kaiba Bennett 409 Ardmore Dr. Trenton, OH. 45067 #4) Heather Hall 815 E. Lyons St. Laramie, WY. 82072 #5) Reynaldo Mapalo 106 Tambacan st. Maypajo Caloocan City, Philippines 1410 #6) Junemyr Domingo Block 12 Lot 27 Phase 3C Kaunlaran Village Caloocan City, PHILIPPINES 1400
After you have mailed out your letters creating a service and making this legal, take the #1 name off the list that you see above, move the other names up (6 becomes 5, 5 becomes 4, etc...) and add YOUR Name as number 6 on the list.
Three days after he posts this addresses he received $8 in 8 different envelopes so he keep on posting to different newsgroup. He made some research after receiving his first 8 envelopes and learned from Post Office (1-800-725-2161) and they confirmed that it is indeed legal!
I'll GIVE IT A TRY AND WILL UPDATE YOU GUYS!!!

Hai!!! iHype

2008-07-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

I just discover this new paid to post site that is really good. My site was been approved in 24 hours and was able to subscribe to opportunity open for the submitted blogs. After your posts was been approved you will automatically received your payment via paypal. I had my first article paid in less than two days. Unlike other paid to posts sites that takes you two weeks before you get paid and/or even 30 days, with ihype.com it won't take you so long.

Others will take you for granted that you have minimum ranks for your site and will require you lots of stuff to have, ihype have given me opportunity that I never found with other sites that I had before. I also observed that they are giving preferences to the advertisers, that they put options of where their advertisements should be posted. I really recommend this site for newbies for Internet money making blogs.

I found her in my dreams

2008-07-17T14:34:00.001+08:00

It was rainy night, I was home and tired, ate some food and rest then go to bed. It was dark in my room the cabinet was beside the door blocked by the fan. No lights were able to come in all are dark, then I saw a light. I was walking then I saw him, my beloved partner. We went to a place were we used to go before, park. Green surroundings, children on our way lovers on their bike while we are walking in hands.

After that lovely place we went back home. I met her, his lovely wife. She is not that old as I was expecting. She's fair complexion skin matches her dark eyes. We were telling stories to each other, we laugh at it and cries with sympathy. I told her my life in my younger days and share my love life. Of course, I told her I had a boyfriend a different man from her husband. She seems not convinced with my stories, yet I saw her laughing with my experience. I continued and still inside me I know she was just trying to please me. I saw her sadness inside, I heard her heart pounding, saying bring him back to me. Asking me to go and leave him.

Behind my humor was tears. My heart was asking for her forgiveness and wants to warm her. I wanted to tell her that I feel sorry for what I did and would like to assure that she will net be alone when she get old. But I also want to inform her how much I love her husband that I will be happy to love him all of my life. That loving him requires me to love all people that surrounds him including her. I want her to understand that I am not here to take him away but to add love in behalf of his husband. Then I walk alone again in the dark, I felt my stomach was aching, my tummy comes big, bigger and was ready to give birth. I ran to the cab and I was delivered to the hospital. All are white, I was calling him. Then white comes light, it was morning and needs to fresh up again.

It was her on my dreams.

Renovate It

2008-07-17T12:49:00.009+08:00

If you would recognized, I totally changed this whole article. This was about college work paintingsand still what I want to tackle. I have read some news regarding this program, these are for the students to learn taking ownership and leadership related with business. I always found this requirements whenever I am applying for a position to be a leader. Now I wonder where I could find it?

This College Works Painting internship was developed by a group named National Services Group. This special program teaches college students of some idea of what a real-world business runs and how they handle their position with professionalism.

This students are supervised by the branch manager to check the quality of their work and evaluate the values that they have learned from the job. Soon as the job begins you will be communicating consistently with their supervisor to tackle the plan that you want to gain and you will given some examples of their past work and examine it. You can check their sites for further reading with this following address , or better call them at 888 450 WORK

Study your WORK

2008-07-17T12:04:00.004+08:00

Related with the topic that I have written before, College students are now ready to work with professionalism and responsibility gained from the school. From the articles that I have read (http://college-works-painting.blogspot.com/ ) these students are trained to work and related their mind with business etiquette. You might think that painting is not connected with business, but handling time pressure and given them the right feedback affects large pace of their mind. Punctuality and quality work was also practiced with this program so, customers are really satisfied with their work.
Customers are also given privilege to see their work right after the job was done. They also have chances to say some feedback with the students of the renovation that was made. The job starts soon as the customer gives permission to do so and finished the day given by the branch manager whom supervises the students. You can also try to check collegeworksestimates.com to check for their rates and fit it with your budget. Visit this site for further information studentworks.com and collegeinternpainting.com .

Frankly Weather

2008-07-15T12:12:00.002+08:00

From the past typhoon Frank here in the Philippines, sorrows takes place for families and victims of the ship sank near Romblon area. It was on the news that the shipping line responsible for the accident was blaming a specific department of government. Department whom serves to inform people of the calamities that are coming in the area, yet they failed controlling the ship boarding on the sea and had the accident. The mentioned department also had an expensive material or machine to be effective with their report.

These days people don't know which are reliable source, that they don't know what to believe and and where to go in case calamity held. Now weather can be updated by looking on the net and base it on the sky just try this one that I had http://www.myfreeweather.net/

Losing my beloved WEBSITE for the second time?

2008-07-14T17:29:00.004+08:00

Remember the other free hosting blog that I discussed with blogging attack article? BHABYLOVE, was deleted from my dashboard last November 30 of 2008 and I was hopeless of retrieving it. Luckily I was able to copy all articles that I had with it before through the cached page from search engines. It looks like this;

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Whenever I was asking him of his feelings for me he will turn it out and will reasoned that "you know it is forbidden". I never thought that I will keep ...

www.forbiddenme.com/ - 86k - Cached - Similar pages

So, for almost a month I tried fixing the said issue but the address that I had was not available due to its appearance on the search engine was working good. Anyways, connecting to this I created this website and push all the incentives that I had from the deleted blog so I bought or registered my domain. Last Wednesday July 9, 2008 I made some experiment to the site and tried to publish via FTP server so made changes with my layout and switch to classic but the information necessary was invalid to push me thou. I've tried another and so on... 'till I got tired. I decided bringing back the site in to how it was published and surprised!
Another blog was hosted in this address error found while I was trying to custom my domain. I switched to blog*spot and again tried customizing the publishing of my site. Error was still the same. With all of this on my head I have tried that my domain server might helped me with it. Another problem I deleted for a change the A record. Failed of solving this it takes me 'till Friday having this so much stress. I finally decided to scan the help desk for blogger and I found some helpful tips from the support. Deleting the A record was just okay. I put all CNAME to reset and created new. I tried applying it to blogger but the same error still exist. I was again hopeless and planning to create a new web site. I found another tips I reset the record for my website July 8, 2008 for the error to be fixed but it says that needs to wait 48 hours and I really can't so I look for another tips and I have read to try adding the address that I was having problem with to Google apps, where they offered to create a web page to my own site and so I did.

I changed the URL of my web page to the address I am having trouble with, then I tried publishing. Whenever I launched the specific address it brings me to the page that I created so I disabled it as advised from the group forum and test to launch the address it says page cannot be displayed and finally I added it to my blogger and was able to customize my site's address. Another problem it is not redirecting it still says page cannot be displayed so I finally lose hope. I tried pinging my website and compare all information's that I have from other information that webmasters having trouble with "they have A record pointing to an IP address???" where can I find mine??? while pinging I received packets good and the site was responding and I can see the site's IP. Gotcha!!!

Now as you can see I still have this website that you are reading.

THE FORBIDDEN LOVE

2008-06-25T14:09:00.004+08:00

I have fell in love for the second time And I offered this feeling to you Though I know this is forbidden I still push it through
This is really hard Loving a man like you I never thought we'll get to this point That you tried to control this love
For any reason I understand That you will never be mine You have your family And still I envy your wife
But this feeling of mine Kept such envy in my life I'm afraid, yes! afraid To know you'll leave me one time
In years I have learned I have loved you selflessly Behind those tears and thoughts I tried to love even your wife and family
Yes I know it's stupid but this is all of me This is all of my love for you This is all I want to do And I want it because of you
This selfless love end with lies Not just once but most of the time I have given you a chance cause I love you that much
But still you have proven How much you taken me for granted Those secrets that you hide Make my smile broken
This heart that loves you Had to give up his breath That she doesn't want To be hurt again

If I should love again

2008-06-23T12:59:00.002+08:00

From the last time that I have posted, I have shared the song that bothers me the whole day. I have make the minds of all people surround me just to figure this song. Without title, lyrics and melody I tried to search it on the net and I failed. It takes me a day to know what was the song, 'till I found my self busy to other things and forgot to look for it. Finally I got escape of that Last song syndrome. It's my off, I went to government office to work for my loan and then after to a mall with my friend we walk that much. We have decided to visit a dentist in the heavy rain I expect less patient. With that expectation I worry not of getting there early so I ask my friend to roam around the mall, anyways it's just across. When we get to the clinic they already cut off, that patients are also waiting to be served. So we decided to try next time and get back home.

Back at home was cold due to heavy rain, I took a sleep 'till night. Finally I watched DVD and it took me two hours. After the movie I tried to look for a news and then I realize its late in the evening, So I found not news but a singing entertainment song. The show got the theme from songs of Barry Manilow, I was waiting for them to sing my all time favorite "I write the song" but I never heard any of them singing it. I found my self humming this familiar song from the television and seem so familiar. I have it's lyrics on my mind so I sing with them in the chorus, If I should love again, if I found someone new...

So this was the song that bothers me for 24 hours, finally I have it on my phone and I would like to sing this to my partner. That I never regret loving him and will choose him If I should love someone new.

Memory G...a...P... What's that?

2008-06-20T15:19:00.000+08:00

I had a song in my mind and it keeps bothering me the whole day and I even asks my friends now we are all bothered with this song. We have searched for the lyrics of the song and glad we had it yet we can't remember the lyrics. We are all searching for the song and we had asked lots of people and they are all bothered with this. We keep on reading the lyrics and the melody is playing in our mind yet we can't sing it. That we are all in one harmony but we are all mute.

We are hoping that we could hear the song for us to be reminded so, yet our computer does not have speaker and even though we searched for its song or video we wouldn't be able to hear it. For the last time we want to ask and searched again the net to look for a clue. We seems to be searching for a case with suspects yet lack of evidence. the last would be... FAILED.

Simple Appreciation

2008-06-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

I never had any reasons of creating this website, and never did I expect that somebody will appreciate my articles. Most of them are advertisements but this shares a lot to my compilation. A simple memory from my past and my trial as the great mistress never hinders my blogs. As this continue to attract readers like you, I hope that this will not affect you negatively. That always keep the good side of being a mistress and they are all different. Also, I hope that you will not tolerate or to follow the wrong way of life that I had. Instead, keep all those as a lesson and learn that in time somebody will found you to loved and be loved.

There are many people around you in good characters and will be able to give you not only his heart but also his life. That you will always be together 'till death do you part. Allow still those people whom love you despite that you had somebody else or they already tied with marriage. Give them the right appreciation as a friend but don't let the feeling grow to the extend that you can't let it go.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of you whom spent their time of reading scanning or visiting my site, hope that it will not the last time to check my blogs. Thank you for being with me in a way of sympathy whenever reading my site.

paid and post

2008-06-10T14:17:00.006+08:00

I always want to make money online through this blog of mine. So when I heard that there are sites that are paying for a post, I have searched the net and try to sign up of them all. There is this one site where all blogger were talking about and so I tried payperpost to make prove of those that they were saying. Unfortunately, I don't write often to my blogs and it was too young to be approved so I waited after 3 months. Then after I had the message that I should have 10 posts from the last 30 days, it takes me a week before I absorbed the error and looked for my posts and I found it complete from the past month (10 posts). So I submitted my blog again and the same error that I had and I stop trying making my self believe that it was not true.

After another three months payperpost still bothered me of being rejected and so I tried to write again, I have noticed that most of my articles was advertisements so I make the 10 personal posts and again submitted my url to payperpost after 2 days I have checked my mail, and my blog was been approved. I spread the news to my office mates and really I was happy for this.

Escape Goat

2008-06-06T18:50:00.000+08:00

I have loved him though I know I did not on the first time we met. That I was in love to another person whom like him was already married. With my ex partner I always felt that I am not worthy of him and I never felt or even hear him say how much he loves me. Whenever I was asking him of his feelings for me he will turn it out and will reasoned that "you know it is forbidden". I never thought that I will keep loving him despite of how he looked at me as a person. He always compares me to another person and will try to act as them yet I never won his heart and will never be.

Now with this relationship that I had, I felt that I am different person, not that I am a mistress of course. It was that he used to make me feel like I am the only woman in his life, though at the back of my head I know there he's wife. I never felt hatred of his family ever but still I can't blame my mind of loving him as if he's mine. I have love him more than my ex-partner, though our love starts without loving each other but accepting one another, how? I don't know it just happened.

People around me...

2008-06-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

When I started to go to church and serve our god I was never connected to my friends around home. Since then I was never been updated of what’s happening in my community, what I only notice since then were the by standers along the streets, and I can’t believe that they are the mothers of the children that I saw crying before we them longing for food to eat and money to buy junk foods. They are all running along the streets without the guidance of their parents. Noticing their bad habit I also observed that they started to stare at every people walking in front of them, judging from head to foot. They also started to talk to other’s personal life.

After resigning to my organization I decided to stay at home since then I started to have a community study. Other problems that I noticed except from the first one was the unwanted pregnancy of my playmates, some cause of innocence and some are curiosity. I really feel bad from what life they have now but what can I do, it’s just happened surprisingly. I remember before everything happens, I hear something, where my playmates mother are talking, they were talking about me! Me? Yes! Me! And their predicted future for me. They say that I’ll get pregnant in my early teen hood and I’ll get family before I graduate.

Now, whenever I saw my playmates and their mother I always remember these scenario. I’m proud that nothing happens to me like what they were expecting to my future, now as I remember that scenes I use to ask my self "how are they related to Nostradamus?".

When loving him is wrong...

2008-06-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

Never had I made any regrets of the relationship that I had for four years (still contented). Knowing that we love each other but we both know this is forbidden we still stand over the crowd and show how we love each.

I still remember during my college days where we can't tell anybody about this relationship, I really had a hard time to make discreet. All my classmates were already convinced that I was our professor's mistress, really I was guilty of that yet I should have not admit it in any how they try. But our eyes speak for ourselves so my classmates kept their mouth shout. I had few trusted friends whom was been with me in all those time and through their help I was able to survive of those criticisms and gossips that I know was hitting directly to us. Now we had it for more than four years still stronger yet confusion starts when I felt that I am starting to fall out love.

My new friends in our office were aware of my feelings for him, they were trying to find somebody else for me whom was deserving of my heart and will not hurt me that he will only be mine forever. Unlike this man whom can't offer me marriage and be his wife I still want him after those and rejected those people referred to me. 'Till when this feeling will remain?

Goal 1

2008-06-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

Any one of us sets our mind to reach our goals, in reaching this we used to learn things behind and apply them in our daily tasks and responsibilities. These are the things that I've learned from my training, though not enough for a higher position I know this values will help me a lot. For a not experienced applicant like me this may be used as a weakness but it is the strength for me to motivate your self in a higher responsibility that will be given to you upon succeeding with the position. When I was a child I used to wait all my Mom's task for me and honestly I am still doing the same, but I realized that I should have not rely on this kind of motivation. In my younger days these may still be applicable but in my work though there are persons whose pushing me to do such task that was given, it is still me whose going to work with it or not

In this way I shaped my responsibility as a Tele-service Representative, but I realized that I need not to have someone to hold and told me what to do and where to go. After a year of working with Nucomm I have observed my self not often but I make sure that I have gain enough ideas to make my work better than it was. I used to try other things that might help my work be done in manner way and the faster that I can. I am proud to say that I meet more than that self expectations that I had last year. I was able to look for remedies for other issues that before I used to escalate and now I can complete it. I know that in this position more than self motivation is needed and higher expectations are being imposed, but I trust my ability and capability.

2008-06-05T15:16:00.000+08:00

Being an English major, high expectations are being imposed especially when it comes to written project. In my college days I had troubles with paper works, and I was given the opportunity to handle the research for the whole course. It is really hard to check some body's work if you alone don't know what you are doing and so I seek help from friends, but I found it more complicated and one thing projects too is my business in my college days. Yes! I am an English major and both our opinions are contradicted (sometimes most of their opinions are not convincing). These project lets me finish my studies, but what if all ideas are already used and need to have knew things to serve my fellow students a quality work that will give them not that great but better than they can have.So looking for someone trusted I tried on the net, read creative writing and other relevant on the matter but only spelling and grammar corrections are available and it really takes time for me to research, also I'm losing much for such to understand and implement the said learning's into my papers so I tried reading some articles just to give me idea regarding the said projects College Essay Topic and Admission Essays, College Application which is based on a real cases and study. You're thinking far from my subject right! No its not, I'm for the cases that have been studied for me to think more ideas. I am looking too, in the grammar and punctuation to apply on such paper works. Yes this really helps me a lot and more than help when it refers me a site. Somehow these such sacrifices for all this project results a good perception to my professor but I need better one, things that from my idea and not copied or was been read and revised from the net. I need something that will provide me things and will improve my ideas regarding my project. Surfing the net really helps, I look for things or site that is connected to writing paper projects which is not expensive and can afford by the students, easy to understand and will not pressure you to to do and create a real paper works and then I had this site that helps me so much. So this gives me A+ for my project thanks for sites such this , students start to surf!!! 'Till today that I am working I am using the said site for I have blogs that I need to review and make my clients satisfy with the articles that I am posing... so guys this is not for students (sad to say academic subjects are being teach in school but we need not to get there we can have it here!!!).

It's a miracle, No father all is just prayer...

2008-06-05T15:09:00.000+08:00

Have you heard of the miracles of Fr. Fernando Suarez, well one of the popular was the pregnant Vicky Moralez of GMA-7. She's married for seven years and never had a child, maybe due to busy work as a broadcaster/reporter. Fr. Fernando was popular in his healing miracles, I have watched his masses on Tele-vision and there are huge number of people most were unlucky to be blessed and forgot that they've been there. Thousands were healed and got answered to their prayers, and one of them was the husband of Ms. Vicky. I don't know if he really planed to get on Father Suarez's healing session but he was anle to be blessed regarding the matter and the priest said she'll be pregnant soon.

After 7 weeks Visky got pregnant and from the ultra sound result it was twins. Speaking of ultra sound I just know that there are several kinds or types or whatever they call it (I am not a med student or never get to an ultrasound tech school so...) but you can now see the figure of your baby, his face whole body. This was told by my cousin whom had a boyfriend from ultrasound technician school. Well he's really not a ultrasound tech but he have learned a lot from that place, I forgot his course but at least he have shared his idea.

knowing who your friends really are...

2008-06-05T14:55:00.000+08:00

Really it is hard to find a real person whom will care for you. harder than finding a real friend. You can have your friend, best friend and closest friend but you can never find anyone such true friend. I've been alone since I had a quarrel with a true friend of mine in college. It's been 3 three years and then and can't find anyone like her 'till now. I have tried looking for such and thought that they'll be true to me. I've been honest and loyal to them same as faithful, but I never thought everything changes for any reason.

i have met this lady in our office, she's also alone like me and we've found friendship between as the day goes, by that time I am having a fight with another colleagues in the same office another friend to whom I committed mistake of opening personal things belongs to her. Well I admitted things that I have done wrong yet she and some of her friends judges me to the bottom of the earth. So I had this new friend that I count on in this time of distress. Knowing she'll be with me I have been comforted and confident that she'll be my friend forever.

Trusting this way I have opened my self to her all sorrows and happiness that I had in life and the most important thing in my life of being a mistress of course normally she reacted same as the way you act while reading these lines.

As opportunity comes my way in our fast faced office I have grab the time of applying for a position, knowing that she will stay with me. So the time goes that I become busy of reviewing things as preparation for the position I am longing. In time before she bid for a long time vacation and three weeks before she had hard time of having her ticket reservation. She asked if I could help of course I said yes but it'll come tomorrow after lunch, yet she needs the assistance tomorrow before lunch and it all started there. i don't what cause her to get far from me. Having such predictions in my mind looking for reasons why she's doing such to me, I've found lines telling me "a friend whom never tells you what's wrong after her leaving you is not a friend but an enemy in the eye of envy" I never found this lines again ever and 'till now i am looking for reasons why does this happened to this kind of relationship.

You? 'Till when can your friends be a friend to you?

Leaving the life of a mistress behind...

2008-05-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

I got confused these days that I was starting to prepare my self of leaving the life that I had behind. It's not that the magic of love was not around anymore, but learning that you will not remain forever in this situation. I haven't found somebody else to replace "him" but I am not closing my heart for a relation opportunity. I know "he" will not hinder intentions to a good relationship. This confusion made me realized if a time come that somebody asked me of courtship. Reasons mentioned have made me decide of setting up rules.

I want him to meet my family, a broken life with my mom and dad separated since I was a child. Living with my Aunty (half sister of my father) whom raised me up to this age.
Meeting my siblings from my mother side and their life after long time of living with their partners (tragic so I set up my mind that guys are bad except of my dad and the partner that I had).
People around me such as close friends, organization, community and work environment.
Last would be my partner whom I holding with up to now. My life as a mistress and letting him know personally of what kind of mistress I am, and of course I want him to learn that my partner never treated me bad as those people whom hurt me and people around me up to now.
I want him to know how thankful am I having this people and environment made me a strong person right now.

Then after all this was settled I will asked him if he will still pursue courting me...

Let's play Tennis...

2008-05-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I just had my first day of tennis lesson from a University Tennis court. I have planned this since my college days with my best friend and now, I was able to make it come true (seems that it's one of my dream.)

Honestly, I've always wanted to be social active. I have learned a lot from being active. In this far, now I was able to learn playing different musical instruments with a church organization so I am trying to to be part of the sports organization. Well I've tried duck pin bowling before but though it costs cheaper I don't have enough time to play and hard to find somebody to teach me and play with. Playing Tennis was one of my goal as I have mentioned above, two years ago I have decided to look for a place and an instructor for this place yet I was able to find the place there was no trainer available. Now, having this dream of mine come true I almost broke my left hand of learning such sport but its worth enough. I don't know if this sport loses some pounds but I believe so I push through Want to play???

Cards... cards... cards...

2008-05-20T14:47:00.000+08:00

For so many times that I have tried, I again Apply for credit cards and was waiting in the dark of when to approve it. I really can't wait for my card to be approved, that I will be using it to purchase a motorcycle for my dad. Yet waiting for so long keeps me hoping that one day there will be an offer for instant approval credit cards so it will be easy for me to have it. Yet most of the time it is always the requirements that hinder my card approval, it's either my Identification or Telephone number that makes my application invalid.

Identification were easy to get from our government offices yet the Telephone was really so hard knowing that It is your money that you will be using to purchase one. Your credibility really takes a part of your approval, either to credit cards or Telephone so mostly this are required to have when you are applying for cards or loan.

best friend or true friend (who do you think you are???)

2008-05-13T14:52:00.000+08:00

Living in this life, I observed that the rule "no man is an island" was applied. As a proof I my self always look for somebody to be with, a partner, family, relatives and a friend. I always look for someone whom will care for me and will guide in my life so I always look forward of what they did for me. Best friend for me was the perfect description of a friend, such as will guide you, support you and all those ideal description in your mind. But this best friend might found another friend whom for her is best than you. So he or she might left you and put you on air alone.

True friend, they don't look for who and what are you as friend. They don't try to be with you all the time but they sympathized with you though you're far. They will let you be with others because they care and knows that you are happy with them also. They don't count all the things that you've done wrong but what you've done for others. They come maybe in time of your despair but mostly not because they know that you need to be alone and have more time to think. They care for you in a way of letting you know that you are doing things that is wrong yet they will explain to you why and how to improve it. Also, they won't get into your decision unless you let them.
How about you? Who do you think you are in terms of friendship?What kind of friends do you have, or looking for???

Ecpecting the unexpected...

2008-05-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

You might have noticed that I write the story of my friend mostly well maybe it's because I like the way she absorbs the truth. Knowing that the man whom she offered her heart indirectly was not worthy. I just wanted to guide her to far that I could take her, not for her to experience the same way that I had and I know she will not come that far. She's brave but not brave enough compare to me, brave maybe is not a word for me but in-love maybe.

From the past trials that her heart had, she have learned a lot, not from me of course. Expectations that she might not aware hurt her from the past. Now bringing back the pages of her story she removed this not to take ease of the pain but lessens the trouble that her heart might encounter again.

God Bless gurl!!!

No gas???

2008-05-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

Well as I have mentioned to some of my post regarding credit cards, this office mate of mine referred me to another bank that offers card that has rebate for their new gasoline credit card. Yeah... I told him I've got no car so where I am going to put those rebates It either be useful with me so I refuse the offer, yet he still insisted to get the Point rewards card instead. I asked him if the points are convertible to cash, he said he's not that sure so I doubt not with my friend but with the cards he was offering to me.

It is good to know the benefits of the card you're about to apply not to commit mistakes of their use. Most of the time applying or a card is easy and annual fees are waived for the first year but if you don't need it then to try to apply. Think of the things you want to buy, spend your money wise, credit cards are good but we need cash!

shop and cart??!! 2

2008-04-06T15:12:00.000+08:00

I had discussed from my past posts regarding shopping cart that makes our shopping very easy. It is really hard to go on shopping without any basket with you especially when you don't have any list of what to buy. When I am in hurry and need to buy stuff I always pass the baskets and shopping cart so going to the things that I'm about to buy I realized that I can't hold everything that I need so get back and get the cart and will cost me time so more hurry.

Shopping cart really makes our shopping very easy and even though you don't have lots of things to buy this helps us not carrying on our arms the stuff that we need but just push and you'll get everything you want. It is just the same when we have our online shopping, though these things are not heavy and we don't usually carry shopping cart software made our online shopping very easy by letting us buy all stuffs at the same time. This was time saving software I think for not letting us fill so many payment forms for 2 or three items that we got.

So let's shop!!!

debit...debit....debit.... overdrafts

2008-04-06T14:41:00.000+08:00

When I had my training for another applications required by our company I was told that the trainer had the experience of overdrafts. I actually don't have any idea of what was this all about, until they mentioned the bank that holding our payroll and they refer overdraft to me as exceeding to the balance available to my debit card.

It was then that the remaining balance that he had was 10,000Php and his bill comes to 12,000Php and was able to pay from his debit card. The money that he borrowed was deducted to the next pay that the company made. He found this Debit Cards Overdraft Fees after on his statement of account and costs like 5% of the exceeded amount he borrowed and learned not to commit the same mistakes again. Overdrafts helps on the hand but should be responsible of doing such and b prepared of the fees that might exist after having the money. Somehow overdraft was same to credit cards and should be handled with responsibility and spend it wisely. There's nothing wrong of having it but come to your mind the amount that might come after.

Card? credit to who???

2008-03-31T09:39:00.000+08:00

Last month my was savings was bankrupt due to unexpected expenses that I had. My uncle went home and asking for capital to start from a pig and have farm so I gave him 3000Php (not bad). Then my sister called me and asking again to lend money from me, that my niece are sick and need money for medicine so I lend her 1500Php. My mother came in and asks the same for her capital in a canteen, I don't enough money cause of the above reason and also I just renovated our home.

I looked for some advice and I had the answer of payday loans but I don't have requirements, so still applied. Unfortunately It wasn't approved due to lack of identification documents. My friend told me to have foreign credit card offers so I did, but the application was been rejected, that I don't have permanent address. I go for the salary loan too, from a government office but it gave me a hard time to have my requirements again same with the cash advanced.

So I decided to hold out the hope and explain to my mother why I had encountered such. It is really so hard to find instant money these days so I prefer to save than having a loan. In having those problems, good thing my Mom understands the situation, though another problem went in. Instead of the capital she's asking she just requested me to send my brother to school, that I can't refuse even though I've got loans and credit it's worthy.

Wait wrinkles???

2008-03-24T08:49:00.000+08:00

This days we can't deny that we are not content with our body nor faces, we used to look for the things that looks different to our faces yet we never realize that such was not different from others only not common. Like fats, I never thought that I was sexiest girl ever nor fattiest even but It never came to my mind that I am the only person who had the situation but I always prepare my self to accept my body as it is .

Others would have go for anything just to look great. Well I don't see my self doing such not only because of I don't have enough money to conduct such but I have learned loving this fatty body of mine, so if you will noticed my new layout such body picture was my frustration and I showed it to my blog and never undergo for any surgery.

They say surgery was good of lifting your face and makes you look young. Well I think like our natural faces it sags in time especially when aging so think of how long will it last when you undergo such I tried searching some pictures only not able to paste it in this article but you can check on San Francisco plastic surgery to make a sample.

Wet?

2008-03-24T08:29:00.000+08:00

What a mess whenever we saw a child playing their shit!

Well I don't know what pushes me to right this article. Maybe I just thought of my nephew lived with us when he was 2 months old 'till 3 years. Her mother was irresponsible of letting him go out of their room with his shit on the diaper when he was two. It is really hard for us to see that child playing with somebody yet the smell stinks on the head of his playmates, though young children around him get away due to such irresponsibility.

It should be the mom to be blame right? they should trained their children's doing such. So what I did was informed my cousin whom was the mother, but she took such as negative feedback. She's a single mom whom knows only but to sleep. If she's always drunk or tired well I don't think she've got reason to get such because she doesn't have anything to be busy with, still she has nothing to do with her child. I hope she had potty training girls knowledge so she can handle her son's situation, but I think she wouldn't be able to do so. That she is busy getting too much sleep!!!

Hard to say I love You!!!

2008-03-15T11:13:00.000+08:00

I have told you if you've read my posts last month about Atega, for short time that we've been together I never thought that we will find ourselves totally close and connected. Well as others does our friendship is growing. I have opened some of my stories her and received comments, well I don't take it negatively I know she have some points on her advice but still it's me whom will decide what to do.

This last week that were together for a while she have shared some of her story now. Well, I though I was the one whom had a very complicated love story. Surprise! I found her story a little interesting so I put it in here... Sorry dear Atega I know this story is yours.

Her story was totally opposite as mine, she fell to a guy whom in love not to a wife but engaged to a partner for 8 years. My friend unlike me who grabbed my guy, she just let him go. How... it's hard to explain??? As far as I know they were together for not so long and have been friends, they never thought that their friendship will grow this far. It was then that Atega was starting to fall, yet refusing herself to fall out. It takes her lots of confusion of handling such feeling, not knowing that his guy felts the same. She comes to a point that she felt jealous whenever she's with somebody, but as I've told she refuses that she feel such.

It was a common friend who told Atega what the guy felt for her. Then she started keeping herself away from him, this was noticed by the guy and tried to confront her but I wasn't sure of they had a talk. Till know she was confused of what she felt, I know dear friend I'll tell you such is not just infatuation.

You were able to take your self for granted to his love. Knowing the truth that he will not choose you compare to his girlfriend but don't be afraid of telling your self what you really feel. Knowing that your in love maybe is crazy that you will always be the first person who know when to say that your falling. You should prepare your self to admit what you really feel. If he himself felt you don't deserve him then it's his choice to let you go and find another.

help me I'm hurt!!!

2008-03-13T09:25:00.001+08:00

Due to Nursing demand on most of the countries, Philippines had invade and developed schools for such course. Most of them was modern and had ratings for skilled nursing facilities so this was one of the factor to consider when you are looking for a University. The other was the quality teaching and the percent of nursing board passer.

Speaking of the license examination for the said career, lots of schools, colleges and university was affected by the leakage last 2006 this was one of the reasons why PRC needs to investigate on the review centers same with the Universities. Most of the school that was just build last few years were found has a low quality and facilities for the necessity of the career. Even state universities that are found that was not even had laboratories were questioned this affects ratings for skilled nursing facilities. So Nurses coming in and out of the country were questioned of their capabilities especially if their part of the examination leakages.

If this has connection, even doctors from our country were judged of their abilities to heal. One of the said was the TV series of Ms. Teri Hatcher were the doctor was offended and accused as a liar and if he had his degree from the Philippines. Filipinos make action of this and the network who was airing the said series issued an apology for the said accusations. Still Filipino were not satisfied of this.

Hair loss???

2008-03-13T09:08:00.000+08:00

Recently my cousin had this hair supplement for and it makes her hair dry and lost so suggested to discontinue her use... Her mother noticing the waste of money due to this expensive thingy?!?, I can't remember what was the brand. She tried it and used it continually. After a week or so it so amazing that her hair gets more black and thick than ever and so my cousin ask what have she done with her hair.

Her mother gave us the bottle of supplement that my cousin bought, it's really unbelievable that my cousin's hair gets dandruff and makes her scalp dry from this supplement. Then my cousin did a research for this supplement. She found out that the supplement replaced all the dirt from the roots of her hair so it became dandruff, it will take about two or three weeks before the supplement totally invade the scalp so your dandruff will last the same.

Well after that a good result and effect will come , you'll notice that your hair is getting oily. This is because of the natural oil from your scalp are being extracted for your hair's protection... So why not give a try guys. My uncle also give a try for it, due to hair loss... he tried this supplement just take a little time for the supplement to take effect... but before that he also tried this Phila hair restoration. I don't know what happend to that but his hair now looks thicker than ever. If its the Phila hair restoration that creates such I don't know.

Let's take a bath...

2008-03-01T09:22:00.000+08:00

One of my dream part of home was bathroom, due to a small type of place we never had this ever since. But what I always figure out or imagine was having my own in my own room. Unfortunately due to the reason mentioned above I never even had my own room. I wish that somebody out there would here me and gave me at least discount bathroom materials.

Well we girls always imagine our selves like we're princess and most of the time we would like to emphasize our body, this would be meet if we have cheap lighting condition in our bathroom but of course it will be better if it looks elegant. I also would like to have some sounds to hear while relaxing and playing with the water but there were no audios design for this room of your dream house so set up your sounds on your desk before going and take a bath. I also want to put a decorative shower and faucets to fit the design that I want, making it more elegant and comfortable to use. When it come to mirrors I want something huge to see the whole me cause I love to see my self in the mirror.

Well friends let's go and take a bath!

Killing me softly...

2008-02-24T09:21:00.000+08:00

Really it is so hard to face the truth, well it is harder when you want to face it yet it can't turn around to look in to your eyes. I have opened my life to you dear readers and these past months since a friend come into my home there are things that bothers the whole me. I am not that good looking if some has a picture of me in my mind, but this reasons that I can't blame was a friend whom I don't really know if he fell for me.

Not only I, but we are 7 students whom was a group and had the support of our professor who was now my boyfriend. It was I, my childhood friend Lei, Andy, Kris, Marge, Cris and Aqqui. While we don't know Aqqui personally the remaining was really close except of Kris who soon totally gone and apart for reasons. I and our professor was very open to them, so they all know about us from the first, then Andy and Marge announces their relationship, while Cris found Mitzy a schoolmate and a friend. Lei remains single. I have tried to push Andy to lei since he broke up with Marge for personal reasons.

Lately it was only I my boyfriend, Andy and Cris who remains in the group. Cris and Mitzy gets busy so were only three who's seeing each other and represents the group. It was then that Andy come as my guard since my boyfriend could not show me for we had forbidden relationship. Never thought what would happen next, 'till one day I never heard any from Andy. The last thing I have known of him was his talk with my boyfriend. So I and my boyfriend remain and never heard of the rest.

One night, we're half asleep, Andy come into our home and hug me after I opened the door. His smell of alcohol stinks on my nose and so I let him in and zip a hot coffee. He narrate his talk with my boyfriend and I was told not to listen to him by my boyfriend (for any reason I am still guessing up to now). So |Andy told me that my boyfriend get jealous of him and thought that he was courting me. I am so afraid to ask my boyfriend regarding this but I remain silent 'till I remember one time under the bed there was an envelope. It was from Andy, this was given to me after his broke up with Marge, it was a poem and I just realize how hard it was for him to tell me yet he know how I really love my boyfriend so he waited 'till I get lose and tired of Him. Unfortunately we lasted this long and never thought of losing my love, since that night I have loved my boyfriend not by protecting that much from Andy but I just felt I had so much from him.

Let's play!!!

2008-02-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

Have you tried playing in Casinos?
Actually I don't have any idea of how does it looks. I just remember one time, while watching local news. The network featured the Nuns and Priests playing there, and they even prayed or guested on the launching of the particular place. I just wonder if they keep money from gambling for their charity, so how would those poor people whom was attracted to gambling? Hoping that they will take home the biggest prizes yet they or though they don't have something to eat?

These days computers and internet are also in demand, no wonder why gambling invade the online casino. Now a days we really can't stop our selves of such temptation to it, as we can even see them at home on your desk top. Is Gambling need to be banned?

'Till when can we sacrifice our selves only for our vices and luxury?

4 years... contented???

2008-02-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

I have revealed for months ago the confession of a mistress, now that we are on our forth year something bothered me. This started when I had my conversation with a friend who's a blogger too. She never had a boyfriend since then and I can't find a word to describe how she feel for this revelation that I had on the web. It was accidentally that she opened my page and scan the articles, it is really on my plan to tell them what kind of girl am I but not this early. I never hide such feeling to any of my friend since I know that they would not question me regarding the forbidden love. As expected she did not but still looking forward of the guy who really meant for me.

This friend of mine affect in the way she makes her self of loving a man not his own. We are so opposite, she have so many questions to ask but only few were answered as some were not voiced respecting my feeling as her friend. Knowing true friend she never agree on such relationship that I had, but I showed her how happy and contented am I with this life. One of the questions that always hunt me was contentment. Was I really contented? Is this relationship will just be in this status? Will this be forever? and the most that hit me was How brave am I of justifying the love I want but never consider the feeling of the other character involve in the story?

Never did I gave the chance for his family to live happy like a true family should be?

All this questions will remain as well as this love that I have in heart.

Shop and cart??!!

2008-02-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

When we go to shop the first that we need before entering the market would be a shopping cart. We look for a convinient and capable of loading stuff depends on the products that you want to buy. We also look for the weight of it when we carry especially when we only buys special and few things so we'll took just basket. If then that we need to load our kithen we then look for a cart that is in good running condition and can load your things.

Now a days we use to shop online and even on the web we still need to have a cart for us to check what we have already but what will be a good idea of a cart online? does this need to be huge to load up bunch of stuff or carry basket for number of products? Well I think shopping cart softwareshould be easy to upload and will let you see or navigate the products that you have, like carts in the market should be easy to carry, I mean should shopping cart let you know if you got all the things that you need.

Let me have a review...

2008-02-08T20:15:00.000+08:00

When I learn to surf the net, I have heard so many news about blogging. In this business you can make money while expressing your opinion. No need to think of what you want to write cause their the one who'll give you task. I have found this site Smorty where blogger and advertisers are being introduced to one another. Well not exactly introduced but they have advertisers have the option of choosing the perfect blog and aothor for their project, also they have the chance to review the article before paying it. This gives chance to both advertiser and blogger to edit or change some of the article that might not sound good for the product.

Smorty is the middleman between publisher and the writer. They make things easier for businessmen and people whom looking for par time job. this is my first task where I am just telling a story of earning and share to others what i had and the good thing is that I am not just sharing you this but I am also earning to do such things like this... easy right!!!Guys!

Smorty is looking for writer, blogger and people whom wants to get paid to blog like me so take the opportunity, no boss, no traffic and no pressure. Hope to see you there!!!

Preggy??? Let see..

2008-02-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

I have found thru net still that there are several ways to see you organs inside, these makes me curios when my office mate gets pregnant. She was so excited to see what her babies will look like, so my supervisor shares the same experience for ultrasound during her wife's pregnancy for their first baby. He bought some ultrasound results to show us how her baby looks like before. He was not an ultrasound tech but sounded convincing while he's explaining each part of the child, he's so excited same as with my friend. I have found then, that there are different types, kinds or whatever experts called it of ultrasound.

Mostly are the old type were you would just see some shaddows, but now a days you can view their figures through 3G ofr 4G from ultrasound tech school that I have searched on the net these were offered only a few here in our country and so expensive. I just wonder if the ultrasound technician school offered free testing for their students whom are pregnant? Well it's not my concern. I don't have any plans to get on any medical schools cause I never had the interrest of studying such. I just get curios of the way my friend act of having her first twins.

Look at me!!!

2008-01-28T16:41:00.000+08:00

Do you have 20/20 vision well me I don't. When I had my Annual Physical examination the doctor advises me to have contact lens for I have 20/25 vision imagine that small gap of my vision would require me to have such lenses (it'll cost me more!!!).

The doctor also suggest to have contact lens instead of glasses so look for some at the mall, really it surprise me at the price (expensive). I checked the net of the problem I have and says it'll be better if I'll go to have lenses or glasses not to let my vision go higher and balance it while it is still low. I have found this Great Discovery: Zenni Optical and Best Thing Found: Zenni Optical and they offer just Zenni Optical $8 Rx Glasses, see only that much?

Give me 5...

2008-01-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

Looking for money is stressful... you won't get it unless you work for it.Emergency cases due to unexpected accidents will makes us crazy as we look for this money to fill such cases' dues. I was offered to get some loans, payday loans didn't work so I look for something to at least help me with bills. Cash advance somehow helped me and was able to settled half of my problems.After having the cash advanced money and pay for such bills, now I am now having problem of my salary. My monthly income moved for a month so my thirteenth month pay was already spent for such and so still for me its the same with pay day loans. Now I can't expect of the gifts to buy for my love ones. That my money on Christmas will only fit our "noche buena and "media noche" on new year.It's good that it's not obvious at least...You don't you have any idea for part time?I have searched online, unfortunately loans there needs lot of document to support your personality and I don't have enough time to check of the sad files. One thing more, it will take time for me to get those documents from government office. It's just nice that I already settled all of those. How I can't remember what happened!

forbidden story (chapter 1)

2008-01-26T17:08:00.000+08:00

It was then that Trina transferred to a catholic school. She was accepted free of tuition, but not a scholar. It is a program where working students use to enroll under so they can get to school after office hours or after their job was done. There she met Zeth, she was nice and beautiful (no brains) she have been with Dyna and Myla since1st year high.

Trina was treated fairly though the group four ladies were formed year before she transferred. It was Zeth who was the bridge for Trina to serve God through choir. Trina really has a good voice, she perform the mass song great. She reaches notes very well,their organization really stands out as a choir but as a donation collector. They are called to offer the bread and wine over the altar and collect during the mass as the system was, old ladies remain to sing and young girls go for collection. This system ends as the new president of their organization form them as areal choir, they asked Ms. Nora to handle the female choir.

Not all people was given such golden voice so expected that there are some whom will try but they wouldn't make it one of them was Mabell she sings not so high ad knows only one note/tone as her frustrations came to her mind for she really can't sing over the mass. Nora failed to handle girls as she was been affected by the frustrations that Mabell is showing. It is really hard for her to see Mabell trying so hard yet she can't help. These reason make her look for help, luckily Roland was training choir in a chapel not so near from church. He is Norma's mate from other organization in the same church. He's a not so handsome and not so pretty face (all not so...but pretend to know everything).

Honestly Trina get intimidated by him in some ways. Though Trina's voice make Roland attracted, this never give her assurance that they'll be for good as friends.

forbidden story (Reian)

2008-01-09T16:18:00.000+08:00

Reian was a Professor where Trina will study in college. He's an old man, about three times older to Trina. Married with two sons, Reian was happy having life such teaching. He works hard as a security guard then started to study and finished his degree on Commerce. Loving man looking not for unexpected love, he had trouble of having affair with a student named Letty after she reveals the relationship she had with Reian.

Having Reian as Trina's professor was really a big help specially when Jean her classmate got pregnant and planned to abort. Though advise were strict not to do such another sin of aborting the unborn child the plan still unworthy to succeed but happened.

After Jean's trouble a new relationship were born between her and Reian. What will this story get connected with Trina?

forbidden (Roland)

2008-01-08T09:04:00.000+08:00

Roland was a man whom passion was music. He graduated with a degree of Nursing but did not pursue the said career. With his love of music,he studied on his own and become a choir trainer (children's choir). He's married with a son, he might not be a good looking person and also a man who pretend to know all. Except of serving a small chapel as a trainer, he was also member of a choir in a cathedral.

Fatima, a choir trainer of an organization in the same cathedral ask for a help to build the voices of a female choir where Trina is the representative. Without attraction Trina and Roland were really not that close as they put on their minds that they don't like each other. Roland is being intimidated by Trina same as her to Roland.

As months going forward, they started disliking each otheryet Roland is starting to feel his admiration to Trinathe way she carries her voice as the strongest soprano. Roland in time, brought Trina's groupto the chapel where he use to teach and introduce them to his former students. Trina were able to get along with the old students and the only one whomcan sing with themand the rest of the group were still hoping they can.

the forbidden Story

2008-01-06T09:09:00.000+08:00

Trina, was a student full of ambition not for herself but for whom she's living for. Se grew i a family oriented place but not a family of her own. She was adopted by her auntie (half sister of Trina's father) since they (couple) never had a child. She was treated as their real daughter to tell you she was the favorite of all adopted, though Trina grew knowing they were not her real parents the love that the couple had shared to her gave her the strength to live.

As a favorite child among five (four boys and an only girl), the rest always feel envy of her as the couple really love the child. She was set to school at the age of five as they were accepting that age for pre-school his father brought her to province where the principal was his cousin, only to have her daughter enough knowledge to live someday.

In her teenage life, Trina get involved to a Christian work of service, she've been he mass collector ad auditor for their church organization. She've been also one of the sopranos and put marks of singing of representing their choir, 'till she me their new trainer Roland. Who is he?What will this guy leave to Trina for the rest of their lives?

Blogag....

2008-01-02T09:05:00.000+08:00

As a new blogger, it is really hard to find of what to put on to it. But before all that I've looked on how to create such blog. I've already had three blogs before this site, these are bhabylove.blogspot.com and daisydang11.blogspot.com when these two blogs gone from the internet (for any reasons... I don't know, It's just that I cant't find it on my dashboard). It is really so hard for me to retrieve such as I already make it in Page rank of two in three months time, hoping that can still make and retireve it I have creeated the bhabylove11.blogspot.com that later on becomes storyofmyown.blogspot.com and failure comes that I can't have my two blogs back. I have searched thruogh the net and I can't stand of these losts, still with hope I have found Rankwil's blog where he tackled the same case for his PR 5 blogs that he accidentally deleted so what I did was to follow his step of recovering the cached page of my blogs. Some says that search engines won't do much but I used google still to look for it and I was able to have it, yet success was not complete over my hads I still have my url's o get back unluckily THAN I WAS... this case is so impossible so I hold all the cached pages and pasted it to the new one. But satisfaction bothered me, that if I am going to have a new blog it'll take another 3 months to have the same PR from the old ones. So I decided to create a website, at least even though it'll take me that much it's a site already and need not to redirect the old blog that was about to create.

Forbidden Me... was born, all creations from bhabylove to storyofmyown were compiled and these will be my stepping stone to work on new and senseless creations that I have on my mind. Hope you readers of mine, have learned some of retrieving my deleted blogs.

SEO specialist

2008-01-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

As a new blogger it is normal for me to find ways of how to boost my page rank. As others did I always find answers from the web. Usual as it goes search engine optimization expertise was the famous of them all but I really can,t get the oint of doing this.
From then I found things that makes me interrested of such so I put two search engines of my sites in two SEO companies. I am still seeking for the result of how would this affects my page rank but if something change I'll sure update this post. For my opinoins now there's nothing wrong with trying, just make sure you have back up file before you change anything because I have done he wrong move before and I admit this ruins both my sites.

Need money?... me too!

2007-12-30T09:55:00.000+08:00

These last week my Mom went home and ask to lend her money for a new business. She's asking for 15,000 Php for starting capital of canteen business. Unfortunately I don't have that not so big money on hand so I was advised to get a Payday loan.

Loan approval is the one that makes me wait things that I don't like especially from government centered company. I remember my friend whom just had his loan. He had the money after completing the requirements, and he just put it to fill his credit card's bill so card was blocked on the list. If I'm not mistaken he go for the payday loans, so I inquire 'bout the difference of such with Cash advance, but we never had a talk after regarding the matter.

It is really hard to find money these days especially if you're the bread winner and holding the title. The next was the problem that I can't resist. I apologized that I can't lend my mom her capital and she feel the same but still with hope she just instead ask me to send my brother t school and I never refuse of it cause I know though It'll not be advisable to have loan but for education it's worthy.

Me, my books and my reviews...

2007-12-24T20:15:00.001+08:00

As I've said in the left side of my blog, I am fun with books. Though there is not so much that interests me regarding such but it totally affects me as a whole person through the values and sense not only by the book but by the author itself.

I have read only a few but I can say that I have learned so much from it. The first book that I enjoyed was Tuesday's with Morie, well though I just read it for grades it did affect so much towards my attitudes to my professors year ago. Then religiously, I read Dan Brown's The Da Vinci Code it affects me by the facts that the book have but still I remain in my faith as a christian. After these I have read series of books by Bob Ong, not that known cause he's a Filipino writer but if only his books be published in English which is Universal Language, well I can say that he really catches the sense and rumor of the teens (I'm not teens though I still act as such...heheheh!)

Other than reading I am also fun of playing different musical instruments but not limited to piano, guitar, tambourine and xylophone. I can read notes and music sheet but not a guitar tab I don't know what the difference are but I really can't understand such tab... I know frets and notes but when reading tab I don't know which is which... I think that's all that I can say about my self.
Other topics on my blogs are only facade that I have tried while trying to learn how to blog.

Blogging attack...

2007-12-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

From my past postings I have shared you of how this blog makes my mind go round. I just want to update you of this. Looking or finding ways to boost my page is normal especially for newbies and I have found search engine optimization, though I have'nt prove of the effect I am still hoping this will make me best.

I am still not tired of looking for something new so even I don't know how and what will this new techniues will give to my blogs I still try it. I am not afraid of doing this, I just make sure that I'll take the consequence if such turns bad.

blogging attack...

2007-12-24T20:12:00.002+08:00

Looking for part time to earn some was the beginning. I searched the net as the usual and comes as it is, some sites are for gambling and most of them are not true. In searching for the real site I encountered blogging as number one money maker not only once but most of the pages that I had visited are telling the same. The thing is, I don't know what blogging is so I don't pay or spend time for this. I joined all most all sites just to get paid but none of the promises comes real. 'Till now the $5 or $10 per sign up still a checked and has not been issued to my name, where does it go??? I don't know, maybe walking on the street looking for some pocket.

Featured in a local variety show here in the Philippines, reputable blogger whom earns 80,00 Php for a month caught my attention and push me to study what blogging is. So I asked all friends and office mates of such, but I heard no one like me their not familiar with it. Like what I usually do, I consulted again my adviser (the net), search and search and thank GOD I was able to catch some helpful information. Now the problem is how can I create my own, Internet still makes me more impress of the result. I found SPACES of Windows Live, where I create 2nd face of me but this blog never satisfy me so I look for other sites that offers free to vreate one. I remember this blogger.com site, where I signed up too but didn't pursue on the said site. That I don't have the knowledge of running a site in more complicated ways. 'Till my office mate told me the story of his blogger friend and refers me to blogger.com luckily I was able to remain my old blog but deleted it and create a new so I have my first ever experimental blog.

Maintaining a blog is really difficult especially if you don't have your own computer. I used to access my site from our office and update it once a while. I was taking over break due to blog addiction (in my term), I am taking my break but I am not eating so it firms my diet. My supervisor was about to issue a progressive discipline for accessing unapproved websites such Google and so he still forgive me for the first and last time and suggested me to access those sites on the computer that was assigned from our offices' pantry. Unfortunately we only have two available computers free for unapproved sites for 450 employees and most of the time always filled up by waiting surfers. But the situation wasn't given chance to stop me and still able to create the light side of my blog. Here I post all the things that I have learned from blogging.

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loving her...

2007-12-24T20:12:00.001+08:00

You might be thinking that I am lesbian... heheh nah!!!

I have posted an an article before this and I consider this as not a continuation but I suggest you should have read the "Confession of a Mistress" and "The MISTRESS and her secret life...". It is really so hard for gents not to look for a new one it's like offering them same viand not only by day but every meal. I have asked my partner of this, so makes me confused. This however is significant with loyalty and faithful, synonymously have same meaning but different thought.

Loyalty as per Wikipedia is faithfulness to a group or person. This means you could see other people than them but wouldn't be able to hold commitment or responsibility. Faithfulness is having only one mate, these is applicable of husbands and wives but shouldn't have one or more partners (s*x mates too..).

I have asked my boy friends (not partners huh!!!), it is really hard to do such. Though there are few whom responsibly don't take the risk of cheating, still big percent of them are loyal (not faithful).

LOVE OF MY LIFE

2007-12-24T20:11:00.001+08:00

You've might already read of what life of a mistress is, but I gave you the option of knowing me deeply or let those perception from your subconciusness left behind. For those whom have read it well I hope you won't get inspired from it. I am telling this to you cause I don't what you to follow my steps but i wrote it for you to have the idea of how sad and hard is as a mistress.

Going to my love life, I met him in my college days, I was second year then on second semester of school year. He was my professor in Economics and LRT (Land Reformed Taxation). It turns that we need some help from a person who'll understand the situation and my friend who had the problem chose him so, we ask for his help and we did not failed of having his help. In short my friends problem was resolved but still she stands on her position which for my partner and I is another mistake. Having the problem solved, this gives us a way to get closer with each other but this closenes does not include only us two but this friendship built with my friends as well. Without my knowing my friend whom had the problem before (lets keep her name and call her Jean) is having communication with him through texting and I at the same time. So he get confused of which to get along with. After a week of texting without any words of confirmation we felt the same for each other (clue: it's more of we liking each but we're not in love, I don't know how to explain). It's us! While He and Jean is also having the same affair so I make him choose between her or me (Miss Saigon). Finally he chose me so that's it!

There's a lot to follow, but It'll cover the whole blog and not only the pages itself but the blog almost. We were cought by his son together, that were having affair and he've got some evedence of my number and messages for his father. His son even tried to disguise as other person whom's interresting in my character and wants to meet me. Good thing I did'nt let him bother me so.

I graduated the and had my work for now and were still together. Difficult? Yes! But these trials will makes us stronger than before.

THE NEW ME...

2007-12-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

I've been so different this year, so different from the way I am in my college days. I am so alone before no one would like to go with me, my classmates even tease me of being exagerated, I admit that but not most of the time. Being alone gives me the fear of knowing what others think of you or rather say PARANOID yeah I know, but this feeling makes me secure that no one hates me though I know that no one even likes me. Well I did try of changing my self, but the more I changed the more people thinks I'm getting exage again... I don't know why but this affects me thru keeping my opinion by my self and not to speak if not asked. This alsoo gives me the reason to focus on my course be busy in my college days, but it seems that God is trying to test me for giving me responsibility of being a class leader. Not to hard of the responsibility, its the people around me whos making it complicated. Everyone want's their opinion be granted by not considering others, but when the time comes that they need consideration well the'll not just ask for it but demand.

This is me today...HAPPY and SATISFIED with my life. Contented with the people behind supporting things and gives opinion that I need. Having new good friends this is what my short comings in the past, though I do have some but I did'nt gave them importance.

Loving Him...

2007-12-18T05:58:00.000+08:00

You guys all know of the forbidden relationship that I had sine I created the series of "Confession of a Mistress" and "the mistress and her secret life". Since this story was open to all my readers I know some are thinking that this maybe was one of my strategy of getting some ranks. Dear, you all don't know how hard of doing such confession. I even want to post our pictures one of this days but I realized that it'll be more complicated especially when his sons get online and found our pictures.

I just wanted to share some parts of being a mistress. Do you guys know how many times I was asked of how I was attracted of my partner. I'll just describe is look for I am not or will not allow my self of posting his face. Due to people whom judging my personality of the relationship that I had, I asked my self more than a thousand times of how I fall in love with him. Hard to believe, right! Yeah as always, people do usually react same way as you do. He's not a rich nor handsome guy, he's trice as old as I am. He doesn't have the look but the humor will make you fall. It is not easy of falling in love with him not only for some cases but for the most. One thing that is only consistent in my answer whenever I encountered such question. Why I love him that much??? I don't know, I just had the feeling and poof we became lovers.

In reading this, I want to leave a question in your mind my dear reader, what do you think is the best reason of loving someone? Would it be of loving him or her of what he or she was?

The MISTRESS

2007-12-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

Before reading the content I should have advised you to read my post before "The CONFESSION" once you get in to this article I assure you'll understand things that I am talking. Anyways going back to the topic, I post this to call for the mistresses that they should know where to place their selves in their Man's heart. I've heard the sayings that mistress is loved than the wife, though for me this wasn't prove. But in two same relationship I think the sayings were baseless so.

It is really hard to understand and prepare your self in such cases that Mistresses usually have. I need not to prove this, even an ordinary people knows that being a mistress is so hard except of being dirty you don't have your place to be one of your Partner's family. I've tried being one of them once, yes! I am successful of doing such without his wife and son's knowing. What do I mean?
As one of the family I should have take consider them and mostly sacrifice or suffer. Not getting my point? I know what you're thinking, that I never considered them of being their Father's mistress, right! OK! The situation was this, though his family obviously not know me I don't take them for granted. When they need their father, I don't force him to stay with me (so hard yes, but I need to). Don't expect for time that he will spend with you or better say don't hope that he have time for you even a single minute, this will break your heart and head (how? you'll get Paranoid, that's if you really love him). Don't ever wish even to yourself that he will be yours one time specially forever, you know who are you in his life.

You know the song "Saving All my love for you"? That's what exactly a mistress should be. But the most important thing is that, never ever try to ask your PARTNER to choose between you and "HER". Why, at least have your conscience. Being with him for once is enough, even how much you love him. What's the point? You know that even he loves you more, you should also know that he still love his family. Would you let him suffer for your own? Yes! You could have your own with him but you wouldn't be ever able to replace them. One thing, if you treated them as one of your family then, don't hurt them. A wound is painful but could be heal, life can be taken but will never get back.

After this article I might have the next on my mind the "Unfaithfully loving her" but I'll be posting this in my other blog I'll put a link once I finished the said one.

The CONFESSION

2007-12-11T03:13:00.000+08:00

Yes! You heard it right! This is a confession of a mistress, and you're thinking that the mistress is me? Yeah, it's me! It is so really hard to be a wife and they say mistress is a big b**** Whatever they say then, let them be. Those people pretending their clean as if they don't cheat their partners! All of us does, but others make it in a silent way, that only them could hear the pound of their heart beat whenever the other party attracting you. Yes! it's already cheating and you know that, but your just keeping it to yourself so whose b**** now! Guy's I just wanted to open some, I don't know if my parents do know about this side of me but I fell thy do. they just want to open it to me maybe because they might get hurt if they'll hear it from my mouth. This is the greatest burden from being a mistress, you don't know how to tell your family of who you are. Good thing that I had a family that is not tolerating me as well as not condemning my personality. maybe they also feel happy for me in a way that I found contentment and happy in this kind of life, that I am mature enough to carry such but still young at heart.

In three years of having such relation, it is really hard to find most of my partners time. I can't resist of being the last of his list but still I hope he did. I am a hypocrite if I say that I never wished to stand as his wife but I never ever wished for his wife to gone out of ours life. I wished too, to be the mother of his children but I never long to be treated as their step mom. Saving all my love for you of Whitney Houston really fits my situation and my friends too is advising me to look for someone whom could give me the life that I deserve.

This relationship starts from my college days want to know my love story? It's kind a boring but if your interested then continue reading my posts I might be posting it by next week.

Dating right

2007-12-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

It is really hard to find your Mr. Right whether its online or actual, world wide or just around your place. For guys it will really take you time before you had the holy yes of your ideal girl, especially when your not her type. Having such trouble will not only gave you a broken heart but also a heart attack. As usual, I had gathered some information online though it is hard to think of a topic for conversation starters this is always the best thing to do to make your girl impressed.

And for you not to have hard time of looking for someone perfect and matches your personality there are events for singles that you can check near your place or you can also check online to look for such. I am not only talking for men's but for ladies too. Just be careful of doing this and make sure to know the person you are talking with before you get finally hooked not knowing he is in disguise. Well there are are online sites also whom are asking for identification such as as social security numbers making sure of the real person and not a a kidnapper or whatever they may be.

If you want to make your courting techniques get better you can also hire a dating coach not only from one country if you are trying to court a foreigner. They can also translate your words for the girl you were longing. This is for guys whom are not familiar with the langguage and culture of your opposite. There are online offers for this you will just need an internet to get in touch if you want, there are also internet cafe where you can have some time to get online.

But the most important thing is that be cautious though there are online sites that are trusted it is only you who can prevent danger from your life. As they say prevention is better than cure.